somebody loved

Have you heard the song somebody loved by the weepies? In case you have heard it, what i’m feeling right now resembles the lyrics of that song. I first heard it in an advertisement in ETC for Married Away and i went ga-ga over the song because the melody and everything about it sound so right and calm. So i googled it and downloaded it right away and i can’t stop listening to it until now. Whenever i listen to it, I’d feel so grateful and blessed that there are people who will miss me when i’m dead (sounding so morbid, eh?) and people who wouldn’t even want me to be dead like my family, friends. But one person constantly reminds me tangibly of how important i am to him and that is Boi, my CHUBBY love. (LOL) As for this week, the 9th week of 2009, my update would be this:

It’s a bit blurry though, blame the cameraphone. (LOL) It’s a letter from him written at the back of picture taken during our promenade. Anyway, here is what it says:

02/27/09

Dear Chubby,

If you want to cut yourself,

remember that I love you…

If you want to kill yourself,

remember that I love you…

Call me up before you’re

dead and we can make some

plans instead…

Ever thine,

Chubby

Familiar?  It might be because he told me it came from a song. He wrote it during our class. It was so unexpected, spontaneous and suh-weet. I really love spontaneous paper notes. It makes you think that that person is thinking about you at that moment and that truly puts a smile on my face. Thanks Chubby! I know you’ll be reading this. (LOL) You’re prolly thinking why would he write something like that, that’s because he knows me so well. I easily get depressed, dodgy and even sometimes, to the point of hurting myself to be relieved of the shitty pain and who wants to go through that, right? Somehow, I feel so happy and blessed to have someone who makes me feel not alone, who assures me constantly that he is there, who truly makes me feel somebody loved.

Moving on, here is the picture at the back of the letter:

Another crappy reso imagery. (LOL) I’m really sorry for that. I just took it with my trusty camphone because we don’t have a bloody scanner. I’m getting hooked to saying “bloody” lately, sounding british-like and i don’t know why actually. (LOL) But inspite of the crappiness, I love that picture. VERY MUCH. 

Credits:

Thanks to Angel for taking the photo.

And of course to Chubby for making my life even lovelier to live. ILY!

PS:

I have given my Project 123 to Boi last Wednesday and he super enjoyed it! YEHEY! I’ll post a picture soon.